Wow
                    much tease

    such blur

            very cover.

Album Release Manager 7 #

• [x] Throw things in the air
• [x] First mixing pass
• [x] Multi track exports
• [x] Ritualistic witch burning
• [x] Album cover
• [_] Sacrifice of a lamb
• [_] Splash (In Progress!)
• [_] Scream into the void
• [_] Release post-partum

Does anybody want to kanban that shit?

I'm taking my time because there's a backlog to Inpuj and one release must be processed before this. Expect something in about three weeks to a month or so.

Sidenote #

I wanted to post this yesterday but posting things on the 1s of April often backfire badly.

So this post was indeed written on the 1st of April but delayed till the 2nd as to make sure people take this with all the possible seriousness that should be deferred in front of such a blog post.

Trivia time! #

DID YOU KNOW?

Sixteen years ago I actually released an album on the 1st of April? No shit??!!! YES! It was Here is a heart so you can remember how much I hate you (Hate and anger being center themes in my work and no G, I haven't figured the therapy part for it yet, it's work in progress)

I still need to do a writeup about this one, someday! in the meantime, an other smaller "did you know": (that) I uploaded a lot of screen captures of the original "inna de tracker" songs on YT?

Yep; Here is a heart, the modules

I'm very sad that I lost the "ntilted2" original .it file… though, I may want to look here and there still, it could still be on some CDR of old times. I had already lost "la petite aiguille" but Surasshu found it for me via my good friend Vincent Fugere. Thanks guys!

This was a funny one that for a quick moment gave me some sort of obscure reputation as a chip musician (the true youts call it fakebits now) while I definitely was not one.

2010, release on petite&jolie, the absolute cliche of a netlabel you created because it's easier than asking others to release your music, pretty please. Petite&Jolie was basically my own casino with bouncy houses and lollipops. It was low-key, unassuming and not trying hard enough if I had to take a good look at myself here.

Aren't you happy now that you know?

Introspection time! #

Like a lot of things I've done, there's been this increasing feeling that I have done enough to be good but not enough to be great.

This pushes me to consider every decisions I've taken in my life.

I've read thousands of articles, blogs from people who managed at some point to turn their life around and become what it is they wanted to become and it simply occured to me that it did not happen that way at all for me:

• I tried becoming a musician and it did not work.
• I tried becoming a software engineer and I'm still pigeonholed as a web guy.

And I worked alright, so it's a big YMMV here.

If one person is mediocre, does this mean what's left of it is to become one of these influencers that push the agenda of the greats; try and glue yourself to some projects that work well and ride your way through mediocrity.

Or fight, harder, every time.

It's probably not about being good, it's probably not about training harder and I'll even venture that at the end of the day, it's not even about work.

Signals, I don't send them the right way… or I do send them too good, I don' t know, there's never a feedback of any sort that comes back to me and gives me any sort of ideas on how to improve.